Saturday, February 13, 2010

My mistakes

Mistakes are something which people often commit. but few idiots like me keep repeating.
I wish i could change my past. had i not committed those mistakes in my life i would have been the happiest person of the earth. I had love of my life my dream girl with me and i could not keep her with me. All my mistake not her fault she tried her best to keep us together. but this all is just a dream thats not going to fulfill in this lifetime now.
There was a time when i was known as a stone hearted person with no emotions 4 anybody then she came and changed me and made me a human. I cherished those moments and can say truly from the core of my heart those were best days of my life. but destiny has something else for me.
Destiny played games with me and i became a puppet in its hand.
All i can say i was blind at that time i could not see what i am doing and after committing that blunder of my life time i feel like a loser a big loser.
i Made mistake but never intended to commit even in my dreams. I did this but never thought in my dreams that i would do. The forces of situations around me did not gave me a single chance to make her mine.
I can not express my feelings in words they are lost. I know you think that i was not determined but how much i tried and cried i can not express you.
God knows how would i complete this life time without you. i miss you and i still love you.

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